By Michelle Allen
If someone younger asked me for advice, I wouldn’t give them a pretty quote or a Pinterest‑ready mantra. I’d give them the truth — the kind you only learn by walking through your own wreckage and rebuilding yourself from the inside out.
I’d tell them this:
“Stop handing out pieces of yourself to people who haven’t earned the privilege of knowing you.”
Because when you’re young, you think love is proven through sacrifice. You think loyalty means staying even when it hurts. You think being needed is the same as being valued.
It isn’t.
The world will take from you without blinking. People will drain you without meaning to. And you will lose yourself if you don’t learn the art of protecting your own energy.
🌑 The advice no one gave me when I was young
I’d tell them:
- Choose yourself first — not in a selfish way, but in a “my soul matters” way.
- Walk away sooner — from jobs, relationships, friendships, expectations.
- Don’t wait for permission — no one is coming to tap you on the shoulder and say “you’re ready.”
- Let people be disappointed — their reaction is not your responsibility.
- Start before you feel brave — courage grows from motion, not the other way around.
And I’d tell them something even harder:
“You will outgrow people you thought you’d never lose. Let it happen.”
Growth is not polite. It’s not tidy. It doesn’t ask for approval.
It stretches you. It sheds you. It frees you.
🌒 The part they won’t understand until later
I’d tell them that the things they think will break them — heartbreak, failure, betrayal, disappointment — will actually become the foundation of their strength.
Not because pain is noble. Not because suffering is romantic. But because every time life knocks you flat, you learn something about yourself you couldn’t have learned any other way.
You learn what you’re made of. You learn what you won’t tolerate. You learn what you deserve.
And eventually, you learn this:
“Your future self is someone worth fighting for.”
🌕 So what’s the best advice I’d give?
“Build a life that feels like yours — not one that looks good to other people.”
Because the world will try to shape you. People will try to define you. Fear will try to shrink you.
But you? You get to choose who you become.
And that choice — that quiet, powerful, everyday choice — will change everything.
🌑 A Final Truth I Learned Too Late
There’s one more piece of advice I wish I could have given sooner — not to someone younger in general, but to my own daughter, back when she was drowning in a kind of love that wasn’t love at all.
I wish I could have told her:
“Love should not make you afraid. Love should not make you defend yourself. Love should not make you disappear.”
She married a man she thought she knew — a man who changed under the weight of drugs, untreated bipolar disorder, paranoia, and delusion. A man who accused, controlled, taunted, and twisted reality until she questioned her own. A man whose instability spilled into every corner of their home, even in front of their autistic children.
And she fought back — because she’s strong, because she’s fiery, because she refuses to be small. But no woman should ever have to fight like that inside her own marriage.
If I could go back, I’d tell her:
“You don’t have to stay where you’re being hurt. You don’t have to carry someone else’s chaos. You don’t have to set yourself on fire to keep a broken man warm.”
But survivors can’t hear advice when they’re in the middle of the storm. They hear fear. They hear judgment. They hear noise.
Only later — after the dust settles, after the door finally closes behind them — can they hear the truth:
You deserved better. Your children deserved better. And leaving was not failure — it was survival.
So maybe that’s the real advice I’d give to someone younger than me:
“If love ever asks you to sacrifice your safety, your sanity, or your soul… walk away. You are worth more than the pain you’ve learned to tolerate.”
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